Thursday, September 4, 2008
I have also had a garage sale...
It's not a huge thing to have a garage sale and I was actually going to continue it today and tomorrow but we are having rain and storms so I hope to finish it up next week. I have 2 reaons to mention this garage sale. A lot went into it. I spent 3-12 hour days sorting through my basement to get to the garage sale. I still have one small area of baby/kids clothes and Christmas stuff to go through. But that won't take long and I may get that done before next week. But also with the garage sale we decided to get rid of all our baby things. It was a sad day for me to decide we were not having any more babies. I mean I had already come to that conclusion but selling all my stuff makes it real. I lived my whole life wanting to be a mom, loving kids, as you all know I am a baby person! I know I will always be a mom, I will always have kids but I am very sad to give up being able to have a baby. I know it's not a good idea at this point, I am almost 40, my hip is bad from time to time, and I am over weight. I know I cannot have babies forever but I miss it and always will. I was always told I would know when I was done...I don't think that applies to everyone! So now I have to wait patiently for 10+ years to be a grandma. :O)
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I feel ya...I think about that often. Even though we're closer to beginning the childbearing and rearing years, I think about how sad I'll be when we know for sure we are done. I absolutely LOVED being pregnant (except the last 3 days...every joint in my body loosened up & I ached all over). I would do it again today, but we're trying to be wise & pay off our student loan debt first.
I know every season is a blessing, so I'm sure you'll find the beauty in this season. Like you said, I guess that's what makes being a grandparent so spectacular.
Lots of love, girl!
Hang in there!
erica
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